I think bout this all the time
A guy I graduated with had a gf that was a junior at the time and he turned down scholarships for college to wait a year for her to finish her senior year so they could go to college together. Fast forward to now and they had a terrible breakup and he’s mad as fuck that he ever did that/didn’t listen to the people around him.
Don’t sabatoge yourself for anyone even if you think you love them and they love you. If they loved you they would want you to take all the opportunities and grow. Don’t give unnecessary sacrifices.